Emotions Poems

How… (No matter what) I don’t know but I’m very disappointed about what happened between the two of us. I felt that I was used by you, but I know that I let you do that to me. How could you be so insensitive to the things that I have shown you? How could you ignore the small things that I did for you? My time, my effort and half my attention; Are all these meaningless? Are they too meager to see? So insignificant to be felt? This other one, are you sure he’ll treat you like I did? Will he care? When you’re scared, will he comfort you? When you’re worried will he even understand why? When this world doesn’t want to listen, will he shout for you? Are you that he’s not like him? The one you hurt you to death. The one that made you feel you wanna’ die. Deep inside of me, I’d like to have you. But goodbye is never forever, It’s just saying that I’ll always be here caring for you… No matter what. ………… Night of noisy silence I’m still reminiscing those times you made me feel alive. Those times you’d say that I can do it. I can do it. It felt so good. I knew you believed. You were my life. And now. I am Dead. You’re long gone now. You killed me with your insensitive heart. Like a blunt knife that pierced my lungs and left me grasping for my life. That life that I have earned is lost and now I’m a walking creature struggling to live. Lost, I thought that was a word deep enough to describe my feeling. Even Webster’s can’t give me words. This pain, it’s not the first time I felt this. Loneliness now knows me by name. No more loves songs, no more quotes, no more love. But that’s until I realize that I am human. I need love. Like a zombie that craves for flesh or a beggar begging for spare change. Please give me love… Please give me love. ....................................................... I got to move on I want to move on, But your memory sticks to me like sand on my feet. Am I crazy? Thinking that every girl I see is you? I’m so messed up. I know I got to keep on moving. Left right left right. Go up straight and turn back. I need to…